The Dr. said that he'd be back around 4:00 to check me again and break my water. Instead at 4:00 the started the second and last bag of Antibiotics. It was done at 4:30. Dr. came in around this time and checked me, I was an 8. They upped the Pit to 12 ml and he broke my water at 4:40. Contractions now started coming faster and harder. By now there was no choice- I was going natural. Travis was great to rub my feet. But by this time I really didn't want to be rubbed I wanted his hand! So he stayed by my side and reminded me to relax. He was great! All I could do during contractions was grab his hand, close my eyes, focus on breathing in and out, and trying to keep my body relaxed. A lot of prayers were said and constant "I can do this. I can do this" chanting.
At 5:15 ish the Dr. came back in and we all just sat there waiting for her to arrive . . . well they sat and talked encouragingly and we all cracked jokes in between contractions. My nurse said "I don't mean to be mean but I"m going to up your Pit so that we can get her here." So she upped it to . . . I don't know what. Around 5:30 they were coming hard and I felt more like it was time to push but I was so nervous that I would push before it was time and tear. So I voiced my thought and the Dr. barely put his hand down and said "We are having baby." My legs were grabbed and I was told to push.
I really can't describe that pain. Whew. I can't describe it. And thank goodness it was only three pushes and she was out! It seems surreal looking back on it. In all honesty the pushing was definately the most painful part and I remember thinking "How can I possibly live through this. She better come soon because I can't do this for long." I pushed whether there was a contraction or not. From the beginning I never wanted to be that woman who screamed in labor and I'm proud to say that I didn't scream but I was vocal during those ten minutes!! I can't describe it but it was amazing. They placed her on my belly and the first thing I did was look to make sure it was a girl and it was!!!
And I feel very proud. I know it must sound silly but I am very proud of myself for really doing it. And yes I think from now on that is how I'll do it . . . but not any time soon :) sure we've all heard me say that before! But this time I really mean it!!! It was an amazing experience and I feel so blessed that I have such easy labors so that I could do it. And recovery has been so much easier this time around. Don't get me wrong still painful but I've not had to have the amount of pain killers that I have in the past. And everything just seems to be healing faster and I feel like I can move easier. Anyways it's just been amazing. And she's amazing!!
Why we named her Maggie
Ever since we were pregnant with Kyler, Maggie Marie was the name of our little girl. Travis taught a Maggie on his mission, it was his golden investigator. We love the name and Marie is for Travis' mother. And when you look at her doesn't she look like a Maggie? We think so!!
10 comments:
You are amazing. I am so incredibly happy for you. I love you!!
What a cutie! I love the name, and WAY TO GO!
Good for you on going natural!!! She is Beautiful and you are going to have so much fun:) She is going to have some very protective brothers:):):)
You did it! :) I have to agree that pushing is the WORST part! But I'm glad you got the birth you wanted, but most especially that you have your little one here safe and healthy! Good work! :)
You are incredibly strong!!! I had Kort natural, too, and my feelings were pretty well matched to what you described. :) I'm so proud of you! You ROCK!!!
I LOVE the name. So cute. :)
Jenni you are amazing! Congrats on going natural and on having a beautiful girl!
Oh she is beautiful! I just want to hold her. I think its so great that Trav blogged- 3 stars for him ! When I have a baby will you do my hair? Thanks. AND that is a lot of people coming to see you- you are nicer then me, I refuse visitors for a good 48 hours. You really are an allstar and im so happy that Maggie is here and that it all went so great. Cant wait to see you!
Congratulations on your new addition. She's beautiful! I'm glad everything went so well. I like to think that you chose the name Maggie because you can't get over how cute my little girl is. =) Congrats again.
Way to go!! Natural does have it's benefit's I prefer it to an epidural. It is much harder thats for sure. You're awesome.
congrats on little Maggie...what an adorable girl and name. I am so proud of you for sticking to your natural goal. isn't it so crazy!! I don't know that I actually would do it again, but I'm glad you feel brave enough to :) I love your husband's supermom post of you...what a spectacular gal you are! Love you jen.
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